IMPORTANCE


Loneliness does not come from having no people around you,
but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to you
~Carl Jung

Important to me but afraid to say for the ridicule I know will come, the overheard remarks of “she’s crazy, she’s trippin.” No, what I feel, what I need are not the same as
what you want or need. The importance of ME is not important to you.
It is your feelings, your words, your needs that must be met, you’ll get to me when it
is convenient for you.
I asked you to lunch just to spend some time with you, forty-seven days later you acquiesced but had to drink to what? Dull the pain of being with me to tolerate me?
I told you how special you were how pretty and proud of you I am but you had to have another drink so you looked for the server…I knew you were not interested in what I had to say.
My broken heart, my loneliness, my just wanting to spend time with you was not what you needed or wanted, I was secondary when for such a brief time all I wanted was to be important to you for but a moment.
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AGES OF LIFE


As a child
Storybook pages bent at the corners
marking wishes to come true.

Adolescent
Dreams, music, independence, poetry
First loves, first heartbreak

Adult
Clouds blocking the sun
Drifting across the sky as does life
Fulfilled  dreams…or not

Elder
Memories built up like thunderstorms
Crashing through the mind
loneliness