Spiral of Darkness

I am so scared right now. I have been trying to hold the darkness away but today is my grandsons birthday, he committed suicide and today is National Suicide Prevention day and it is all I can think about. That maybe if I just ended it all this pain would go away. I’ve no pills or guns to end it and that is a good thing yetI am thinking about it.
In trying to count my blessings, the things that are ugly are taking over my thoughts even as I try to count them. Lord help me stop this spiral.

A Piece of Your Mind Please

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